10 Days...

There are only 10 days left in my 20's!!! This crazy thought hit me this morning while at church. I've been thinking and talking about my 30th for a long time now but it always felt a little far away. It's not so much far away anymore. Awhile ago I made a decision that 30 was going to be a good year for me. It's not the end of the world and I'm certainly not going to be 'old'. Despite that determination that it's going to be a good year for me I still struggle with all the thoughts of things that I haven't done yet. Too many times I have said 'I'm going to be 30 and I've never done (fill in the blank)'. It's a really easy trap to fall into. Especially when people who are several years younger are doing those things that I wish that I had done. I have to keep reminding myself that I can still do those things! It's ok that they haven't happened in the time that I thought they should.

So, what I'm trying to do is to spend time thinking of all the things that I DO have in my life and all the things that I HAVE done. When I really think about it, the list is a pretty good one.